me myself and I

Well, im completely new to this blogging thing. So i figured i would start my first blog about myself. well, what can i say about myself, i dont like talking about myself,lol, which is why i'm completely surprised im even writing this. i grew up in Colorado springs, the most beautiful place on earth!! :) my hole family lives there, which when i think about it, it's probably a good thing im here in Utah and they are in Colorado. they can be a bit much sometimes, and there always seems to be some kind of drama going on, ug, im so not a drama queen, cant stand that shit.
Im married to eric, the most patience, wonderful, supportive,awesome husband ever! and he is pretty funny. Big plus! Im kinda a goofy girl, i love to be sarcastic, and just have a good time. But, at the same time, i can be painfully shy, which comes off as me being a rude bitch, but that's not that case at all. i just have problems talking to new people, but once i feel comfortable with them, i let my full self come out! i have issues trusting women. i don't really have any girlfriends. i would love to, but every time i open up, STAB,right in my back. i guess that's something i need work on. i would consider my self a very loyal friend, i would do anything for you.

I have two sons. phenix 7 and gavin under a year. i just had him in June. what a wonderful happy baby he is. im so blessed to have my boys. my son phenix is such a lil man, im so proud of him.( like any mother would say about her kids) lol. He is so smart,and growing so fast. i had him very young.18, i know i know, SLUT!!! lol but yea. im still with the father and we are happier then ever. so i guess god knew what he was doing after all!

we have been in the air force for 3 years, its been great. i have meet some amazing people.

i truly love my life, and i thank god everyday for blessing me with everything i have!